The twice
yearly Bradford Area Episcopal Forum took place in the week. Not so much this time to consult and explore as
to brief and encourage those not involved with the Diocesan Synod. So we heard briefly about its budget (and the
human cost of redundancies in diocesan staff was mentioned), the operation of
an Intern scheme (where the questions about what is appropriate remuneration
and fair access for those unable to finance themselves were not probed) and the
importance of parishes having ‘leadership pipelines’ (for the active nurturing and
sending on of new leaders, to which the evening’s brief Bible Study related).
Samuel’s
journey from before his birth to his anointing of Kings of Israel was the
chosen pipeline story, something reflected on in a post here in June. The recommended Bible Study findings focused
an upbeat message – making me recast my earlier reflections in my mind:
Eli had a
significant church activity and plant to run and was grateful for the diligent involvement
of Samuel, an Intern working with him (albeit on terms which would give rise to
significant safeguarding concerns today).
He was able to offer inspired spiritual direction to his Intern and exhibited
mature willingness to take the challenging Ministerial Development Review
feedback which his Intern offered. This experience
was all foundational for Samuel’s vocational discernment which eventually flowed
through to a post of particular responsibility for identifying those to serve at
the most senior level, although he then selected deeply flawed leaders whose lack
of mental stability and whose sexual exploitation of others (among many other
things) eventually brought repeated institutional conflict and crisis.
All
consistent with what I have felt to be the important way of reading the confession of Peter, although perhaps I was over reacting to being in a bubble of asserted
and encouraged confidence (not to mention one style of loud and repeated
praise). Perhaps I have been over
influenced by the sorts of old and new quotations which have come through in
the bubble of my Twitter feed in the week (not to mention one style of silent
and penitent prayer):
There is an
epidemic of certainty and I am increasingly aware of the importance of not
knowing. Jean Sprackland
The web of
our life is of a mingled yarn, good and ill together: our virtues would be
proud if our faults whipped them not; and our crimes would despair if they were
not cherished by our own virtues. William
Shakespeare